Well its been some time since I've put anything up. Had one heck of a weekend two Christmas parties one on Friday and the other yesterday. I myself enjoyed yesterdays better, Friday was fun. It was the guys and Trish, she is so cool. We did have fun. The rest of the weekend was Wal-mart and Woodman's got back before the snow and the cold started. Sunday did even go out of the house, watched it snow and some football. So see I have no new to report. Same old same old, its all the same.
My mood is better that was not a fun one, need to make some notes and let the doctor know more about that dip in my mood. Haven't felt that way in years, and if I don't feel that way ever again will be good with me. The darkness that I felt there was intense, it would pull me under so black so very black. More than I have ever seen before, no light at all and cold. Thru the years I've had some bad times, this was some thing I will not soon forget. It's been sometime since I've felt this way more than 30 years I'd say. I didn't like it,not at all. I'm glad they have the drugs that keep my safe from that darkness that lives in all of us, it is not a place I need to spend any time in.
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