Short, sweet!

Good-Morning!
Today I feel as if I'm not here.
I'm not saying that I'm not here,
                   the feeling is of not being here.
I know it doesn't make much scents to me,
                                                           also.
I'll move thru my day making it as hopeful as it can be.
Today I feel as if I'm not here.
I'm not doing it like I'm not here,
                   I'm doing it like I'm not here at all!
Tomorrow I may feel as if I am here,
                                                     just not today!

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's Day!
Yep "Happy Father's Day!" Ever truly think about that? I do and it's funny in some ways, a strange thing happens to you when that happens. Standing there watching your child coming out of the person you care for (wife, girlfriend, or what ever other word for it!) and your a father! A father no insight, hell I was a young guy in my twenty's. I had know ideal what I was doing, none! I poked and prodded my way thru. Mistake, Hell'ya a lot.... regrets no way!
 I've got two good kids, they work hard ! They seem to be good people and my guess if you did that, than you must be a good dad. I didn't instill any great wisdom. I watched on T.V. yesterday these people putting fourth how my dad gave me these wise word. I don't think I did that, or maybe I did, just not sure. You go to work and work hard, and do your best each and every day. That's funny because that's not what happens. Anyone who works for a living will tell you, or will they I bet not. We don't see our selves in that light, or don't want to! Not sure you can be wired that way.       
It's the rose colored glass we all look thru, some of us have the grass is greener look to. All in all its the same! It's the base of all, we can't help it! 
To sit somewhere and see others going about there day to day lives, and you think they have done very good for themselves.
 Have they?
 Looks can make you think about that can't they?